Showing posts with label clerk. Show all posts
Showing posts with label clerk. Show all posts

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Clerk v. Clockmaker


Whereas before the Clerk was obsessed with the similarities between the situation he finds himself in and the short piece he wrote several months prior, his obsession now shifts to the differences.

He's shocked to think, for example, that the situation continues beyond the outline of the situation he sketched. That's to say, that a world exists which perpetuates a repetition of the single pattern he drew. He learned from the Civil Servant that there was a duel that lead to their duel, and a duel before that, and so on, to a point beyond the memory of anyone involved in the chain of duels. From this he was able to extrapolate (being a quick witted man) a universe of duels, and from this universe of duels envision a single duel between a banker and a bank robber. One that may have mirrored his imagined duel exactly. And this unsettles him.

But what unsettles him most is the action by which his duel was resolved: by coin toss.

And the question: is that method of resolution similar or different in the duel I inhabit?

He asks the Clockmaker. The Clockmaker, a Deist in spirit, suggests the Clerk free himself from little worries and find comfort in the mechanics of a system that imitates the universe:

If we start at twelve, states the Clockmaker, we next hit one. And then at one, two. And from two, three. Eventually we rejoin twelve. Yet from within this twelve lies the division of twelve into sixty parts. We proceed along the sixty at a faster pace, and the full count of sixty is equal to one of the twelve. Beneath the sixty lie a further and faster sixty that compose one sixtieth of the sixty. And beneath this further, faster sixty a set of one hundred, which the French call one thing and we call another.

No offense intended, but how on earth could anyone find comfort in that? asks the Clerk.

As if nothing had been any more obvious, the Clockmaker answers: It repeats.

They raise their guns, their guns go off.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Civil Servant v. Clerk

The Civil Servant tries in vain to understand. The Clerk repeats:

I wrote all this. Well, not all this exactly, but I wrote something a lot like this while I was at work. That's what I'm trying to say. It's like what I wrote is coming to life. It wasn't you and me. Instead it was two other people, a Banker and a Bank Robber.

The Civil Servant purses his lips sympathetically. He doesn't understand. The Clerk sees that he doesn't understand. He repeats:

The same basic entry: two people meet, they talk for awhile, and then they duel.

The Civil Servant asks the Clerk if he works as a Copywriter. The Clerk replies in the negative. I'm a clerk, and I write at work, he says.

Memos?

And plays. Sometimes short stuff.

So you're a Writer, a Playwright.

I work as a clerk.

You write memos.

I write memos and plays.

At work?

I don't really do much work at work.

You work at home?

No, at the office. I write in the office, at work, when I should be working.

Why not write at home?

I have a wife and dog.

And you wrote this?

Right. At work.

I don't understand.

It isn't that the Civil Servant's stupid; we all peer into the world of others and ask,

How is this?

Yet it is!

And it's a blessing that we can't understand.

They raise their guns, their guns go off.